Fear.
I don’t fear loss
I don’t fear pain
Not death
Nor insanity.
I fear love.
But love indulging in lust
I fear time.
But basque in moments where it feels right
I fear loneliness.
But enjoy feeling empty.
My solitude is bliss
But vacant voids I can’t stand.
Looking for a fill I’m scared for my life
At the mercy of another-
The risks we take when falling in love...
A poisonous kiss,
A nightmare where your toes are at the edge of a cliff
Intoxicating-
Your stomach is turning
You feel amazing but also like you might die.
Death is tested by time.
We give the ones we love so much-
Our heart a ticking time bomb
But we still lend people time
Not knowing when the clocks up...
So as I told you, I’m scared
Quivering at the thought of giving myself to another
Vows can be broken and my heart crushed
Yet again by another lover.
Powerful with beauty so deep it ignites our core
Driving us to do things we said we do no more
Something that can set you free
But also make you want to no longer want to be.
I admire the duality,
Love.
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